My life is getting messy. A lot of laughter and sadness in not a really different time.
I spent most of my times with several friends who came by and gave a visit. It was all wonderful. But when it ended, it only left me and myself to work my butt up, you know when you just realised thaaatt holiday is not going forever.
I went to several places too lately, me and my friends had a hell out of holiday in Bali, great meals and watersport. Me and my family also paid a visit in Singapore, a tiny little country with great surprise. Actually, I was disappointed when I was in Singapore, I went to Ryan Higa Asia Tour, I queued 2 hours for nothing, I wished I am able to have a pic together at least. Well, great lesson, GET A LIFE! No more superb idols, I think I’m a little to easy to get obsessed with someone?
Hows life? I have to admit, I have to get thru things about responsibility, pride, and loneliness lately. I don’t know I just don’t feel good about it. Well, uneasy feeling? Aand kinda feel sad, I just feel I don’t have friends here, I mean I have, but I can’t get them around me every single day and I have to learn to live that way, right? I also need new hobby and weight reducing.
One last thing, hmm I got purple hair! Which is turning orange right now
Hei, lately I spend all my time by self, just about this week. And I am surprised about how many things I could do. I finished my deadline well, I read 3 novels which are fifty shades trilogy, I also watched The Adventure of Sherlock for 2 season, And I watched Malena aaaand re-watched X-men.
A busy night, huh? I’m not feeling well now, about to sick but I won’t let it.
Let me review about the books first. The books are fine. They remind me of Twilight, talking about hopeless romantic kind of book. But they have teasing thing which is BDSM, totally not for kids. Well, I just curious how to film it. But the whole story is nothing but to make you dreaming. They are just a bunch of romantic story that will worsen your imagination about perfect guy. I am looking forward for whom will play the Christian Grey, should not be disappointed.
About the Sherlock, they are good! Well very good! Basically it’s from Sir Arthur Conan Doyle’s idea but the modern package is interesting! I like how Benedict Cumberbatch plays Sherlock. I just can’t wait for the next season. It is very good one I think, although they are several changes from the book, but believe me ppl don’t usually read all the books. One fine thing about Sherlock Holmes I always get interested to besides his brain, is his character and his secret how he maintained it all by himself. It’s amazing and lively character Sir Arthur had.
And let me moving forward to Malena. I just found the trailer in youtube. Then I got interested how Monica Belluci is being pictured very beautifully. I watched the movie. It is about a very beautiful woman, whose husband is in war and being told that his husband died. She doesn’t have enough money to feed and protect herself while a whole city men put their lust on her. She became a whore for a while. And she got humiliated by public. She left the city and his husband come home. And when she came back with her husband, people who kicked and smashed her on the street a while ago, praise her and give her so much gift. It is all watched by a boy who become her no.1 fan. I find it an interesting movie after all. It is about jealousy, a woman strength, and how to face the problem. In the end she won the game. It is hard to be a beautiful woman is it?
I just dig up my camera digital and find these pic. Well, I have more but I’ll post it next time. Poorly, I can’t make it to this post about Jakarta Food and Fashion Festival. But I’ll post it anyway. There are several fashion event the last one is Fashion Story at Imperial Ballroom I just have some pics about it. I promise I will post it soon.
The pics are my pic and friends at Fashion Story event, with Calvin Limanto, Ammeta F.M., Gabriel Soegiyono. The other are our pics at The Harvest to have some tea time and Soegiyono’s Bday Party, too many people to mention here x.x sorry. And there is also Reny’s Bday, my sister’s friend.
They are nice time in various event and people.
I mean music here. What do you think about music nowadays?
Lately, Adele is really popular and successful with her broken hearted album. I like her songs and passionate voice, but I don’t really think the lyrics are that good. Overall, even-thought some people don’t really think it is good, just like 9gag hate her, but I think she proved herself quite good and a bit of luck. It’s not about majority and minority, just because you listen to other kinds of music, it doesn’t mean you hate her music, right? It’s irrelevant if you think that way. Hmm but there’s an important thought of me, do you remember that she is only 21 or maybe 22? Wow I just realized from her album title 19 and then 21 which come from her age. She looks like love expert? And she dressed like an old lady. 3 points maybe, her puffed hair it is too much bum-pits, it is good with her look, but it’s not match for her age. She should try some bangs, hairstyle, layered and wavy should be good. And then her make up, it’s too dark maybe, the color of her lipstick is too dark. The last is her clothes, the color is too dark and oldstyle. I can’t imagine her with bubbly and candies color but she should try something a little edgy and vintage.
Another popular music is, youtube people. You’re so popular. I just realized that there are so many people sing cover. Sometimes they sing it better but sometimes they sing it worse. But actually I don’t care because it’s not their songs! I really appreciate people who sing their songs. Well, not all of people can make their own music, but at least if you write it, it’s way more cool than singing popular songs. By the way, Bromance is quite cute songs and they made their own music. And I just realized rap is difficult. Hmm I just want to try something to become rockstar or rapper.
By the way, I always appreciate old songs. You can differentiate the songs by the lyrics and the music. One of my favorite is The Beatles. Related to that, I want to share you this music video, by Sir Paul McCartney and starring Natalie Portman and Johnny Depp. A very simple video, beautiful song, and makes me just wanna fall in love again.
There’s no day #5, I missed my commitment. I’m not really good with that.
Today is the worst day of my 7days. I am willing to tell you even scream or cry. But I will never be able to do so, I keep my pride still. I don’t think I can take care of human body, with this strange brain, body, and feeling. It wanted what I don’t need about, and it thought about things I want to forget. I wish I am made of stone.
I start to do my homework, finally the last day. I intended to finish it but nevermind I’m in horrible mood.
I just don’t wanna go back. I think about thousands reason I don’t have to go to college or something like that. But it’s selfish. I just wish this phase of me will be over soon.
Let me have a moment for myself. I imagine of a place to run away, having a good massage and tea, reading a book on a super comfy couch near the window with an amazing beach view.
Enough with that shits happen, I’m not gonna give up. I believe I can work out my destiny, fashion designer, here I come. I started to think about building a business. I need to find worker and concept. I may need some help about this. But I also think about working and having fun. Hmm.. As a lazy person let me postpone those thoughts.
I have strange question, no maybe strange curiosity, why do women’s undies have a pocket? I haven’t got it yet.
I am watching Walking Dead marathon, but in my head i just wanna scream:
Holiday.. Can’t I have more?